A, GREAT DAY?!

Phew, it's been so good today. Like I just feel so good today I can't explain it.
Probably the best I've felt on this stuff since it's all set in.
I'm weak, I'm not even really tired, just all my muscles gone so it's hard to walk around and stuff. But I had a bunch of company today and it really lifted me up. I think I've been pushing people away because I thought I didn't want people around but really, if anyone knows me, I'm an extrovert, I basically live off peoples energy, without people I'm like, frozen or something bahahaha.
I don't want to make this just like my Facebook page but I really just want to say that it's time for me to start doing stuff, since the energy is coming back it's time for me to start reading again, it's time to fill this brain with knowledge, and spread that knowledge.
At one point in my life I kind of wanted to be like a Youth Pastor or something I just don't like the idea of getting paid in a church type thing. What I'm trying to say though is, a youth pastor, or pastor, or speaker, presenter, takes quite a bit of time to prepare for a talk in front of people.

My life is what I want to be my talk in front of people, I want my life to be that speech. I want to be prepared to give my life story, my testimony to follow Jesus and how He saved me from cancer, and saved me from a fear that I haven't ever seen. I want to be able to meet people and tell them how good God is but KNOW God, and I guess I just really haven't been doing that.

Even though I've basically gotten to be a baby in this whole situation just sit around, I've done just that, I've gotten to be a baby and I've gotten lazy. I want to learn, babies take huge steps every day towards growth every day. Today my body went pretty crazy, I got some physical therapy and I moved around a bit, which is a lot better to be said than my previous days but tomorrow, it's time to take another step.

Every day I pray, is another step higher, stronger, farther.
Friends, step with me, just because I am blessed with the opportunity to essentially start over doesn't mean you can't step with me. I pray those who call me friend would move with me, stronger in their life, with their mind, with their body, with their everything. Step into God. Step Into Faith. Take a step of courage, take a step of strength.


Recommended read, Do Hard Things - Alex and Brett Harris.

P.s. Totally played drums the past three days for, 20 minutes, almost passed out every time bahaha.