Cancer is kind of like Sin

So here I am, sitting up at 12 o clock at night after what felt like a ridiculously long day.
For me it was long, I slept 11 hours the night before and I might have just barely grazed 8 last night with a middle of the night urine break. Anyways totally irrelevant to what I want to write about right now. I'm just trying to say that, I think I actually have something on my mind, and I think I actually want to say it, not just ramble about cancer and how I feel about cancer, this could be a good post to, read?!

My mother just gets done praying for me right before she goes to bed, like she does on most nights when I let her into the confides of my "sacred bedroom". I don't even remember what she was praying about, or what sparked it, but it came to my mind "cancer is kind of like sin."

And what if that was true, what if the cancerous cells in my body were a sign that I had let a disease, a virus, something that wasn't supposed to be in my life, get into my life, or as cancer may seem to be, less of a disease, more something that was just in my body that I didn't shut down at the right time.

I can bring all sorts of things to mind, maybe I have friends I've let grow into my life to much that are distracting me from being 100% healthy, a cancerous friend?

Maybe the "occasional" romantic eye had glanced over one two many girls and it had began to overtake my mind, and certain parts of my brain, a cancerous eye?

What does scripture say about these things? Matthew 5:29 says

If your right eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell. I'm not sure what I'd say about the friend thing but, the idea remains right? (formatting got weird here and I'm too lazy to fix it, sorry, read on please) I'm getting tired and my back can't really handle this position but I guess what I'm trying to say is that, maybe we all need a little chemo in our life. Take a moment to evaluate your life, for "cancer", cancer not of the flesh, but of the, "spirit", of the things that are inside of you, the things you do, you say, the ways you act. And if there is something, by golly eradicate that stuff. I didn't even realize how miserable I felt when I was living with cancer for, oh I guess they tell me I could have had this stuff for maybe two months max? Well, how long have you lived with a cancer in your life that is messing you up, making you sicker than you realize? And fortunately for me, they found it out, they found what was wrong with me, they found out I had this cancer, if they hadn't I could have just ended up dead, in a month? REMOVE SIN FROM YOUR LIFE BEFORE your MONTH IS OVER. SIN is more powerful than CANCER, because SIN is not just fleshly. Always remember, God is the best CHEMO. It may hurt to go through the flames, but I don't recall Him saying it would be easy. Good night friends, think on these things. I can sleep knowing these things are out there.