I started writing, like writing

Ohh myy gosh I need to decompress.
I literally wrote one paragraph on this story I'm working on. I guess I should explain what I'm doing first.

It's a new year, 2013 and I'm relatively over cancer or whatever so it's time to do something. I'm still planning on finding work but for now I wanted to feel accomplished even if I wasn't getting paid for it. So a gal pal I know, actually more than one person has told me I should write a book over this past year. Even though it's not really directly about cancer just putting my hands down and wanting words to come out in a more compressed, eloquent language is refreshing. When I blog I don't think a whole lot. It's basically whatever's on my mind, how I talk to a friend on an instant messaging service or over an email. It's pretty much just




random spaces and bounces around like I'm insane. I might not be insane, or I might be but my blog is just to bla bla bla rant for lack of a better phrase.
In 2013 I would like to read at least 2(hahaha) books! And hopefully write this book I'm working on. I don't even know if I'll try to publish it or anything but I really like the concept of saying I have a book. Maybe I'll try to make it some sort of digital download or something uber hipster I don't know.

Anyways I needed to hop onto my blog to just let loose and get the stupid random fast non-thinking typing out of the way so I could think more clearly for my story.
Beeeerightback.

I just want to say again and again, and probably again in the future how much it has meant to me that every single person who has paid attention to me through that whole cancer thing. I feed off of people's energy, like literally i'm an energy beast and I just sap it out of you. Even if you don't feel it I do. You people are my batteries, and Jesus. But I believe He made me this way and I have people sent from Him for energy, that's all of you. If i had to do this alone, it would have sucked so much. I might have a little bit of a big head from all of this because I think I'm really cool and people should pay attention to me because I have cancer. But if I'm being realistic, I pretty much had that attitude before I got this whole cancer attention thing. =] Haha.

So, some people might not be like this, but I am. Share my story with anyone you think it might help, talk about it to anyone, tell your friends, I don't mind answering chemo, cancer, or poop questions. I just feed off people, especially people I don't really know.