I guess the reason why I'm writing out this is because I struggle with it. With this whole chemo/cancer thing so many people tell me I can just sit around and it's my job to just get feeling better no matter what it takes but what has happened is I've gotten lazy. I am idle. These are the things I struggle with and I tell you them so that you the reader can help me. Pray for me, write to me, encourage me on these things friends.
It seems like an obvious cliche to say that Idleness is next to laziness. From what I'm learning and have learned this past week with the help of a mister Voddie Baucham, I'd say they're more than cousins. These two are indeed more than brothers or twins. In fact my brain is telling me they are the EXACT SAME.
My analogy is as follows. When you(I'm only using 2nd person because it's way easier for me to write that way) walk into a room and see 10 tasks that NEED(I STRESS) to be done and you chose to sit and do something that isn't a necessity I'd probably throw a vote towards procrastination but that's a different issue. The something you are doing isn't work and isn't furthering anything, hence I deem it idleness, you might as well not be working. Boy this sure sounds like laziness too. Maybe my words have strangled me again and even I'm confused. It seems hard for me to explain myself and my insane ideas.
All I want you to know is that, I view laziness and idleness as the same. Oh yea and God, as far as I understand, doesn't like either.
PREACH IT BRO
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